Wishing Upon A Star

so many things happened in just a few months. i have to agree, sometimes life is really unpredictable.

in Nov 2007, i got my Class 2B license.. and thereafter together with YongFai & Zilin, i bought a SP to ride. Jason, HuangPeng and Clement also bought SP, while Ben bought a 125z. rounding sessions were planned and organised like almost every weekend, it was definately a good time for us.

in Aug 2008, i received my Class 3 license, under the support of Daddy & Mummy, who sent me to SSDC to have my lessons. I got my Class 3 in just 32 days, from the day of enrollment till the day i took my TP. (which means BTT, FTT, Practical Lessons + TP all in just 32 days.)

i dont know what others think but i seriously feel its really impressive, as most of my friends took about 3-6 months to get it. but although i had a Class 3, i didnt really wanted to drive a car as i felt bike was so much more fun.

unfortunately i got into a bike accident due to my own wilfulness. it hurt so badly i couldnt even scream for pain, you know? i then told Dad & Mum that i dont wanna ride a motorcycle anymore. i wanted a car.

and there, i got what i wanted. my parents convinced me to sell my SP and they eventually bought a car for me. might not be a car that i liked but at least, it was my own car. surely someone or anyone would be envious huh?

but i wasnt contented. i felt it sucks. i didnt feel good though it was my own car. i just didnt liked ANYTHING about it. i was envious of friends who would drive their parents car, because theirs is like "better".

i had the urge to upgrade to 2A, and to buy a CBR400. so i went on to research / look for a suitable ride for myself. honestly i could have waited, it wont kill. but i just couldnt help it.

i have to admit, its solely my own fault. no one forced me into doing it. it was the devilish side inside me telling me i should just do it. yeah so fuck it there i went and got myself a CBR400.

the rest of it from here, i believe i do not have to say much anymore.

i'm really remorseful for what i did to myself, my loved ones and my friends. really would like to say a big THANK YOU to all those who helped me during my difficult times.

now in 2010, after 1 year of revokation, i've gotten back both my Class 2B and 3 licenses. i'll surely treasure what i have this time round !!

now that i'm married, my thinking has changed (or at least i think so)... i really want to have a car. something that i could drive around with my wife and my family, my parents. seriously and honestly, ANY CAR IS FINE FOR ME.

i could care less about what others say about me. as long as i myself, i'm contented, i think thats enough... sigh.

i wish, i wish, and i wish..

i'll be able get Cherish today....