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Friday, November 28, 2008
10:26 PM
jus finished quarrelling + fighting with daddy, and he stormed out of the house, not saying anything. i jus don fucking understand what are my parents thinking sometimes. what the fuck they want from me? a obedient, quiet and matured thinking son? fuck that man. i'm non of these three, and i admit it wholefully. i tried my best to communicate with them. I JUST COULDN'T. yeah i've made alot of mistakes in my life. like in the past ; not studying, fighting, always getting into trouble. damn i just cant seem to make things right. daddy and mummy, I AM SORRY. but other than saying it i really dno what i can do. i know lately i've been into alot of shit. i also don wan de. but AAARRRGGGHHHH. things just don seem to go the way it shld be going. now both daddy and mummy de health also not really good, but i still make them angry. WTF MAN. but i jus cant help it. we just cannot communicate. always got conflict. by opposing them i know they will be very heartbroken and stuffs. but sometimes i really cannot take it ler. they just don understand me. they don understand what i need. they don understand what i want. some tell me, its actually the other way round. its ME who don understand them. okay let it be. i really dunno how to solve the problems between us. in our family, whenever there's a quarrel, its always becos of me. its like wtf. whoever will hate his/her father? i don too. but i always sae i do when we're quarrelling. i know its really really wrong but ahhhhh. when you're in that kind of temperature you don even have a second to think of what you're gonna say. i must have hurt his heart. sorry daddy.. i even fought with you. fuck it man its jus so sinful. but it took me 10mins after the incident that i realise it was my fault. too late? anyone, jus anyone tell me. am i really that hard to communicate with? does my attitude really sucks big time? am i really very arrogant and ignorant of wads happening around me? please god. please, make things better for me and my family =( |